After Dani Alves was jailed a few weeks ago for alleged sexual assault, his wife, Joana Sanz, was in the eye of the hurricane. The model is trying to move on with her life, but being in the media spotlight becomes a drag.
Especially since to all the controversy of the footballer which he did not want to comment on, he added that just a month ago, her mother passed away. A loss that she herself shared on social media with a video of her “last dance” confessing that she had not been the best, revealing that her death was caused by a tumor.
A loss that marked her life and that a month later she wanted to remember on the networks through a selection of videos in which they both appear dancing. On this special day, the model wanted to pay tribute to her and He dedicated moving words to her in which he assures us that these are very difficult days.
an insurmountable loss
“A month ago today, I had to make the most difficult decision of my life; to let you go. I still have the feeling that when you come home, you will receive me with enthusiasm. It hurts so much to smell you and not hear you. I need your hug so much, to see you laugh or dance… I need your joy”, he began to write.
“You told me not to cry and I promise I’ll do my best not to. I have my busiest days but this inner coldness always stays with me…And sometimes it breaks me in a thousand pieces. I feel alone you know? You told me that wherever I was you would be with me, but I don’t feel you. Many people will love me and I appreciate it, but a mother’s love is only one,” her post continued.
Joana wanted to ask her followers not to punish or judge her if they saw her dancing or smiling.”I’m just trying to heal my wounds in my own way, to the one who makes me feel good, to the one my mother would love,” Joana finished in a letter that was soon filled with messages of support.