Justin Bieber reveals his first year of marriage to Hailey Baldwin was “really tough”

The Canadian singer revealed that the difficult moments with his wife were due to the “lack of trust” with each other.

In a recent interview for the May issue of GQ magazine, Justin Bieber confessed that his first year of marriage to Hailey Baldwin was filled with mistrust and fear.

“The first year was very difficult because there were many returns to trauma. There was simply a lack of confidence, “ said the 27-year-old singer, who acknowledged that he was afraid to express his own fears to his wife: ” There were all those things that you do not want to share with the person you are with, out of fear. You don’t want to scare her by saying, ‘I’m scared,’ “he said .

The Canadian interpreter said that for now they are focused on creating a stable relationship and connection. “We are simply creating these moments for ourselves as a couple, as a family, who are building these memories. And it’s beautiful that we have that. Before I did not have that to expect in my life. My home life was unstable. He did not have a partner. I had no one to love, “he said.

Asked about the possibility of having children with Baldwin, Bieber declared: “Not right now, but we will have them eventually.”

Bieber maintains that his faith in God is his other emotional pillar. “He is grace. I got to a point where I said, ‘ God, if you exist, I need your help, because I can’t do this alone. It’s costing me a lot . Every decision I make stems from my own selfishness, ‘”said the singer.

“So I thought something like, ‘What do you want from me? You put all these wishes in my heart so that I can sing and make music. Where do they come from? Why are they in my heart? What is the meaning? What’s the point of everything else? What’s the point of my being on this planet? ‘”He added .

Bieber and Baldwin were married in September 2018 in a New York City court, just two months after getting engaged in the Bahamas in July.